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(no subject)	[August. 1st, 2011\|05:22 pm]
go before me Jesus, because i dont know what to do without you .
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no greater time.	[July. 30th, 2011\|06:33 am]
its been a long time since i've touched this wall, and its taking me some time to get into the zone of penning down my thoughts and feelings, especially on a public space. enlistment's in 4days, and honestly, i'd be lying if i said that the thought of it isnt daunting. its a mixture of butterflies and diarrhoea, a part of me thats stoked and excited, yet nervous and afraid of whats to come. and i just really want to move forward into this next stage trusting god every step of the way. its so daunting that when im out with friends, sometimes my mind just drifts away from reality and just wanders into an imagination of NS. Jesus, i feel unprepared, i feel scared. but they are just my feelings. take me every step of the way, walk in front of me, cause everything that my hand touches to be a success Lord. before i go on, there're a few people i'd like to thank: (okay damn i cant upload the photos) johan: thank you yoda, the parties that took place in the last few months couldnt have happened without you. you're a cool dude, thanks for being around. nick: thank you darth vader, for the countless rides home, for the friendship which we've developed over our trips to hongkong, taipei and daily meetups at simpang and kemb. its a great relief that i'm enlisting together with you on the same day. you cant give a shit about anything, and its annoying, but you're cool that way. thanks bro. acap: thanks bro for always getting my back. havent seen you in awhile cause you've been in europe the past 2 weeks. hope i i still get to see you before i enlist. the past few months have been great. thanks man. cheers sith lord. wenzhuang: thank you for keeping in contact with me even though i've left wrpf. honestly, i never expected you to be the one who would still keep in contact with me even though i've left church. its great to know that there's still people i can trust and depend on, even back at the church where i grew up. i hope you still read this space hahaha. sorry i cant post up our polaroid here. soemthing's wrong with lj. thanks for being there :) fongyee: hello friend. i'm glad that we've been able to maintain a good friendship even after all the hoo-ha that happened 2-3 years back. i hope you're enjoying the book i bought you. i pray you're enjoying the ministry you're in now, love you, and take care. seeyou soon. ritz: sup bro. havent seen you in awhile, and i apologise. its tough juggling two groups of friends. tougher than i expected it to be. but we'll definitely have more moments to hang out. thanks for being the steady one in planning outings and all. you've been a great friend. gave psalms 91 a read once again, and its so comforting that god gives me the full assurance that he'll be with me every step of the way. he will show me his soitera, - his prosperity, his health, his peace of mind, his unmerited favor. i havent really defined any specific expectations which i have of ns, but i know that in BMT, i pray for a good sergeant, kena 'tekan' is cool, but i just pray that i'll find favor with the sergeants, that i wont get those anal sergeants who abuse their authority. im really hoping for NS to pass by fast, and im not sure which unit i wanan go. officer is crazy training, but the life after that is good. sergeant is just stuck in the middle. go Man also die. admin spec on tekong, or selarang camps or navy would be good. whichever it is, i'll just take it. talking to people about NS doesnt help at all, and people say NS sucks and all, but since young i saw it as people paying you money to work out. people say that i havent been to NS, but it all starts with attitude. "the lord bless me, and the lord keep me" "the blessings of abraham come upon me, for i am an heir of god, abraham's see, with full rights and priveledges" "the lord keep me and preserve me from every sickness and disesase from all dangers, accidents harm and from the pwoer of hte evil one" "the lord make his face shine upon me, and be favourable towards me everywhere i go" "the lord lifts up his countenance on me, grant to me his shalom peace" amen. my Jesus is a good god, and my Jesus who loves me, gave up his life for me.
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(no subject)	[November. 13th, 2010\|12:11 am]
tiger presentation today. oh my son, i almost had a meltdown today. just couldnt get my speech memorized and there's so much to memorize i almost went crazy, though half the time i'm crazy. but today was epic, the presentation went well, thank god. and after that a nice lepak session watching 802 play soccer. its hilarious, yet so awesome. like my groupmate hadi can be so serious about work, and then once thats over, soccer coems, and he just strips off his formal clothing and dons his standard oldschool kampong t shirts and long berms, starts doing a classic hadi scream and jumps into the street soccer court ahahaha. balance. this last sem is gonna get better, and better, and be the best sem ever. 4 more months HERE WE GO.
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(no subject)	[November. 2nd, 2010\|05:48 am]
i miss school. its different after the 6 months of not seeing everyone 5 days a week. now we're all back, with car licenses, bike licenses, bikes, a tad lil richer from the october intern pay. its another 4 months till i graduate, and really, i can still vividly remember the first day i stepped into the classroom, and saw my class for the first time. and in 4 months, we'll be bidding our goodbyes. some will enter the working world, some will head on the uni, and for the guys, a period of 2 years where we go through crap to change us into men. but i'm looking forward to change. i remember the days of laptops and just nuaing in school, sleeping around on benches rushing off assignments and projects. entering tutorials late, sleeping at the back of lecture halls, heading to first canteen to have meegoreng. i dont hang out alot with my class, maybe just a few, but i know i'll miss it. internship's over, and coming back to school draws so much closer now the faint yet inevitable reality that really, we'll all part ways very soon. my poly years have been great and awesome. i've loved every moment of it, be it the movie outings, going riding or driving out and speeding on highways together, supper at simpang and wherever, rushing to meet deadlines and 23 concourse, i'll miss it. its been such an eventful period of my life. its the last semester, i'm gonna make the best of it. here we go.
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(no subject)	[October. 16th, 2010\|12:58 am]
I cast all my cares upon you. I lay all of my burdens, down at your feet. And anytime, i dont know, what to do, I will cast, all my cares upon you.
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(no subject)	[October. 9th, 2010\|09:55 pm]
jesus, i need you. so much. an empty feeling which i hate, and i know the piece which fits the hole of the cross in my life is you Jesus. though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil, for you are with me. your rod and your staff, they comfort me. you alone satisfy. prepare me for my season of celebration Jesus.
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you make me.

[August. 30th, 2010|03:35 am]

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Moooood

peaceful

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its a month left to end of internship ! whether i continue with the company depends on them, but the pay is really sick man. hmmmmm.

all of us were dreading internship, and now its been 5 months already. time flies. just 4 more weeks, and its over ! i still remember the tweets at the start of internship, when everyone was counting how many days we were into internship, and now we're actually able to count down to end of internship.

but i've enjoyed it.

been hanging out with various groups of people. i'll just let pictures talk (:

esplanade !

west coast park !

danny's 21st !

sam, ding & andrew ! one of the best nights ever !

the late nights havent been good for my health, and it shows on my complexion as well, but i'm trying to cut down on the night as well.

i've got 40 flight hours this month, and really, people call it luck, but i believe its God's favor. His favor that forever shines upon me. flying less makes the money more worth heh. i thank god for always being able to have the car to be a blessing to others, i thank god for my great parents and my awesome brother, great groups of friends. i thank god for my iphone 4. i thank god for a good internship.

sometimes we always wait for the big things in life, before we ever get to say 'god's working in my life now'. but in fact, he's doing a good work in me everyday, the king that puts me above all else, the king that singles me out and showers his goodness on me, thats the king who came to die for me.

there's much more to thank god for today.

bangkok was great. pictures up sooon. i enjoyed myself. (:

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i think i remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes	[August. 10th, 2010\|06:04 am]
hello everyone, i'm back ! after a really, really really long while. i've been busy flying around, and 4 months into internship. it gets pretty routine after awhile, but well, the money's good after internship, so just gotta do good for the last one month odd, and then it'll be good. (: been hanging out the past few nights, going out wiht lionel and nick on some days, and others with 802 and some other ams people. i've enjoyed going out with both groups thoroughly. i thank god for such good friends. kinda lazy to upload pictures, just go to facebook and see or something. took a step back and thought about my life right now, and i realised that i'm really really favored and blessed. i never saw it that way. among the people in my class, i'm able to get the car msot often. its nothing to boast about, i'm just happy that because i like to hang out in the nights, having a car makes getting around so much easier, and its alot more comfortable than a bike, and it can hold more people as well, just perfect for heading out. i think god has also taught me how to juggle my friendships as well, to achieve a right balance, so that neither group of friends gets neglected, which was something i wasnt able to achieve in the past. i've submitted my application for musicmin, and they've gotten back to me. they're gonna schedule and audtion date, then they'll call me back. we'll see how it goes. i've grown so much in the past few months, in terms of character, in my walk, in my guitar as well. there's an abundant life in Jesus, and i'm not asking for it, i'm claiming whats mine in Jesus. (: oh yes, there's this really nice song by Usher, its called DJ Got Us Fallin In Love. awesome, awesome, awesome. go to youtube to listen to it or something. superrr nice. anyway, wenzhuang ! this post is for you okay ! i've finally UPDATED :D
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(no subject)	[July. 4th, 2010\|01:20 am]
update coming soon. promise. but i doubt anyone really checks here now haahah.
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(no subject)	[May. 24th, 2010\|12:42 pm]
the past two weeks have been tiring. getting up at 4 am, sometimes reaching home at 5 am. perth today again. here we go. jesus, i cast my cares on you.
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