| great is the love. so great. |
[November. 2nd, 2009|01:58 am] |
| [ | Moooood |
| |  overwhelmed | ] |
somehow whenever i'm on the computer, i'm always distracted by lots of other stuff like facebook and all.
CIP was really really good. i was a little nervous cause its my first time handling special kids, and also i dont really know many people in arrow. but all god needed was my availability, to be his hands, and touch the kids. but mintues before i met my kid, i told god the kid that i wanted, the kid whom i visualised in my mind, someone energetic, someone who loves to play and just have fun. got a kid named joshua, and i believe i really touched his life. to give him all the attention his wants, and to show him love which is unconditional. i guess that was my purpose there, to just show them God's love, and all bondages in his life would be broken. God opened my eyes to a world where kids dont expect much, they dont really seek for branded clothes, gadgets like a psp or something. they dont seek nice toys or expect much. all they want is love.
sometimes in this fast paced world, we often get caught up in the world and its possessions. being conned into a world where branded goods are a must, having the latest gadgets are important. but i dont want it to be the centre of my life, cause it the end, it'll amount to nothing. not saying that i dont want a iphone ha. an iphone would be really nice. but its not a need or a huge want.
i just wanna be able to have enough money to eat, once in awhile splurge a little on nice dinners with friends and all, without having to worry about money for the next day, or the balance in my bank. a car would be nice, sending people home, making my life, my parents' lives, my friends' lives more convenient, and just giving them the luxury of not taking public transport.
life has been really, really, really, very good. all glory to my Daddy above for blessing me. my allowance which i've been praying for a raise in, he exceeded my expectations and my allowance is now close to double. my mom's less uptight and more lax with me now, which is good.
tim and sam are back, visited the skate park at ecp today with them. i took a few rounds with tim's sponsored blades, which are not sold anywhere in the world cause its a prototype. really smooth, and tim's passing me one of his old pairs to go skate. probably the next time he comes to singpaore again, which is in around 7 weeks. my driving test is coming up, and people say i'm gonna fail, cause i dont sound like i can pass, or cause i've taken so little lessons, or cause they usually dont like to pass people the first time round.
but i'll ignore it. like what pastor said today, it doesnt matter what people say about me, i'm not gonna let it affect me, or proclaim it over my life. in the end, its just a mere mortal's breath. but my daddy says i'm more than a conqueror, through Jesus. amen.
lionel's birthday is coming up ! hahaha hope it'll be loads of fun. hoping to spend more time with lionel and his friends as well as sam and tim. missed sam and tim quite a bit, and i didnt have the opportunity to talk to tim much the last time round. man, i'm feeling sooooo blessed, i'm starting to understand what God meant in the bible when i cannot help but allow the blessings to overwhelm me. :D but more to come ! the blessing just keep coming no matter how far or fast i run away from it. thats how good my jesus amen !
i'm never gonna stop believing my god's a good god. i'm gonna just keep proclaiming blessings over my life and just rest and depend on his love. my god is good. everything he does for me is good. he gave up his life and died for me, to take my bad, and give me his good. my god's a god who loves.
so blessed ! i cant contain it,
so much, i've gotta give it away.
amen. what an awesome song.
thank you Jesus. you're the best.
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